those crazy mexicans

oh my.. what a head change.. i went from happy happy happy to oh god im dying.. i suppose i could name a few factors contributing to that. blueshift comes upon us.. i still need money by tomarrow guys.. TOMARROW! or you can go get them yoursleves or pay more at the door.
Thank you so much mike for staying with me. i didnt want to be crazy but i think i was. i just really cant stand to be by myself.. but you saved me from a lot of tears and you dont know what that means to me. also.. the chicken was delicous.. comlements to the chef.
i wish i didnt get like this.. i hope someday to find pills to stop this, but it seems there are none that stops you from being a girl emotionally without changing you phisically.

im gonna go hang out with matts kids tonight.. i like matt, he seems to be a real decent guy and hes good to his daughters.. i know of few fathers who can say the same.

also.. why didnt you come over dear? i waited and waited, i was so exited to see you and my exitement slowly turned to lonliness. we still must make beads.. in fact it would work out best if you stopped b y tonight, at least to give me money for you and your bro.

that is all.. goodnight